Spiritual Lession 2

So for the last few days I have been writing this satire on the Christian religion and for some reason it won't get off the ground. When I originally wrote it two years ago I was bitter and angry at all the Christians I have ever met. But I embrace the fact that years ago I was following something I didn't believe in. I guess the story is no longer a satire because it makes you feel sorry for the Christian girl who commits the acts. But it some aspects you want to hate the fundies who look down on the life choices she has made instead of helping her amend her ways. I'll post it on the site whenever it gets done.

My Life as a Alpha Sigma Tau Tadpole

So I joined a sorority last month and this one has been crazy. Homecoming is almost over (tomorrow is the game and tailgate) and I'm exhausted. I love the girls of AST but sometimes I feel so left out. Almost all the girls are on the floor which is in another dorm and I'm always the last to know things and have to track people down for information. I joined for two reasons; 1) to be apart of something bigger than myself, to feel a at home away from home 2) to be able to have the life long connection and have friends while I'm here. But it seems like I'm still lonely and homesick. I guess it's me. The reason i'm homesick is because I don't know how to deal with the loneliness I feel. I only hope it doesn't continue or I'm going to make others unhappy and probably quit going to school done here. I'm going insane not having someone to hang with on the weekends. Britany was my homegirl tonight, and I thank her for that.

Well this was a little obvious

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Spiritual Journey Takes small city girl to the country

So I have decided to leave my small city to the deeper south. Everyone knows the south is "Bible Belt" country and has no place for Pagans and like minded people. School here is slow and isn't picking up yet. I see all these Christian organizations on campus and no religious tolerance. Oh well, I am just out of my element again.

Actions of Family

So I just got off the phone with my father who tells me that a cousin of mine just got into trouble with the law. Ok no supprise they all do. But this time is different. He was shoot 8 times and was in critical condition in an Atlanta hospital. So because we always double check things my family says just to make sure the information is right we google his name. Ok wow is all I have to say. I really don't know this cousin cause he about my brother's age and so about 10 years older than me. But I really hope and pray everything goes well and it all turns out right in the end. I mean he's family and blood is thicker than water. Because the police haven't let out some information to us family I really don't know what went down and trust if he did make a bad decision he realises that and can learn from that mistake which leaves him in the hospital and another dead.
http://wsbradio.com/localnews/2009/08/arrest-made-in-double-shooting.html#comments'

http://www.ajc.com/news/atlanta/1-dead-in-shootout-120438.html

Finally A Finished Project

I really have a hard time concentrating on one project but I finished a knitted hat for Mike. It took me 14 hours to do but I'm so proud of it.

Day 1 Room Cleaning and Cleansing

So I've been cleaning my room since 2pm yesterday. I'm almost done. After the polishing, the sweeping and the dusting I'm going to cleanse the room. First with sea salt and warm water, then with sage and dragon's blood.

Sea Salt Purification College student style.
1 cup Hot water
1/2 cup Italian sea salt from the kitchen cabinet(still in the broom closet, so it's very hard to go to magick shops in the area)

Mix together while hot, let cool. You can put it in a spray bottle or just use your fingers to splash the room.

Cleansing
I mixed dragon's blood incense I bought at a local store plus ground sage from the kitchen ground it together and will burn it.
Tomorrow Day 2: TBA

21 Sucks!

Ok so I got excepted into Hood College on Tuesday of last week and my papers were coming into place I was happy and ecstatic almost all week. All that just prepared me for the damn weekend. Mike just turned 21, good for him and I still have 8 days. No I'm not jealous, I'm pissed. He ditched me to go drinking. You would think he would be nice and spend Saturday night with me since my other friends want to go to bars since they're 21 now too. Ok I've had enough of people ditching me. I made up my mind that they are not invited to go out with me to a bar on my 21st. But now I feel so neglected and upset, confused and angry. So that's my low for the week hopefully.

Day 3 Veggie Lowdown

ok so i'm going vegetarian for health and religious reasons. So I know I've tried this before but I'm serious.Think about how good looking I'll be when I've dropped 100 pounds and can go to the beach without covering up all my sexyness. But really, health of my body and environment depends on breaking my dependnece on meat. Bye hotdogs, steaks, tacos I loved you soooo much. Hello more soy milk and tofu. Not like I could drink regular milk anyway, stupid lactose intolerance. But I'm defenitly not going vegan, that's so pushing it. Mostly everything I eat has dairy or eggs. Animals don't have to die for that stuff.
One good thing is I have support, well kinda. My mom won't cook anything with meat in it for me, but wants to keep cooking my favorite meat foods around me. I must resist. Mike is determined to get me to relapse so I can eat junk food with him again. Plus he says I'm being picky. I've always been picky with food. NOw it will be healthier foods. I do thank him for buying my Being A Vegetarian for Dummies book. He's so cute when he's being sweet.
Signing out, new lifer veggie lova

Thinking About Vegetarianism and Being More Green

So I just saw this real disturbing. I almost started crying. I mean for sometime now I've been thinking about it. I cut my digestion of pork and beef to wean myself off meat period. I really think cutting out my fatty foods like fast food which is mostly meat products and soda, I can lose more weight and be healthier too. Thank you PETA. Ok I don't like PETA and their tactics but there are some things they do broadcast that makes you think. I don't like using leather and hate wearing fur. I really believe that we as humans we impact the environment the most. I'm recycling more since it's free for me, using less electricity, less water, not littering, voluteering to drive less and carpool with my friends and more. So as a witch I want to make a possitive effect on the environment so my future children can live in a better world. Yea me! A better greenier healthier me.